Wow.

I'm real sorry!

I'm ridiculously busy right now.

No joke.

But the important thing is...

That I have another blog with a friend.

Check it here.

It's pretty cool.

My life's hectic, but I post when I can.

My friend and I went to a dollar store and paraded around and bought useless shit. 

Then we went to Bulk Barn and bought candy and rank peanut butter shit that looked like cat vomit. 

Then ate it.

It wasn't that bad.

We couldn't stop laughing.

I BOUGHT A SANTA OUTFIT.

It's so insanely awesome.

And then we went sat in her car in the parking lot.

Listening to strange music very loud.

Then we went for a joy ride around town.

And then went to invade her friend.

And I put on the Santa Costume.

And she was laughing so hard.

Especially 'cause the pants fell off.

And then...

Oh wow.

We had rice krispies and drank each others juice.

It was uberly fun.

And probably the most fun I've had in weeks.

AND THE LESSON OF THIS STORY IS THAT MORE STORES SHOULD SELL SUPERMAN/BATMAN SHIRTS.

Like honestly.

I looked everywhere for 'em. 

'Twas insane.

Anyways.

Yeah.

Hi.

Bye.

-Jamieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Pee Ess....

OH YEAH.

WE BOUGHT 7 POLICE FIGURE GUY THINGS.

THEY'RE SO TOTALLY AMAZING.

No joke. 

;DD

Please read. I'm disappearing. It may pertain to you!

Hi.

As some or all of you know. I am leaving. No, not forever. Just until August 27^th. I do in fact leave very soon. July 30^th to be exact.

Our flight leaves at 10:00am. But because of the whole airport deal we have to be there two or three hours before. We fly from Toronto to Washington, D.C. because there is no direct flight from Canada to Johannesburg. Or at least from Toronto. The Washington flight is around an hour. We land in D.C. at 11:30am. However we have a layover of 6 hours. I'm still not sure what we're doing those six house, but I think it's in between sitting in the airport or taking a cab and being creepy tourists. Whatever we do, there shall be pictures. Either from immense boredom, or tourism.

Our plane departs from Washington at 5:40pm. We then have ((no joke)) an 18 hour flight across 'the pond' to Johannesburg, South Africa. If my head hasn't exploded by then it sure will now. We land in Joburg at 3:00pm on Thursday. You have to mind though. South Africa is six hours behind us. Example: Time now: 2:15pm. Time there: 8:15pm.

After going through all the customs and border stuff that everyone hates, we leave and pick up our beast of a car. It is the epitome of big, broad and beastly. No joke. It sits like… Eight people… Or ten… Or something humongous like that.

 

My father is staying at his mothers, and my mom, myself, and my brother will be staying at my mom's friend's house. I believe we sleep at our respective houses for two nights and then I believe my brother and I will then be moved to our cousin's place. He went to Thailand for a bit. From there we head have to drive around ten hours to the game reserve we're staying at. However because of the layout we have to sleep on route to the game reserve. It's called Kruger National Park. It's the biggest game reserve in South Africa. It's pretty damn big.

We travel around the northern part of the Kruger National Park ((Green section of the northernmost province)). After we travel around there for a week or so, we drive the distance back to Johannesburg, where drop of my father's mother and then head back to the airport to fly to George. Here there are two possibilities.

Option A: Fly from Johannesburg to Port Elizabeth and then drive from Port Elizabeth to George.

Option B: Fly from Johannesburg directly to George.

Personally, I'm hoping for Option B. From there, we stay with my mom's sister and her mom for the rest of the time. My cousins live there so there's stuff to do. Last time we went we drove up to Oudstwoorn and climbed a cave/found my father some books/went to the tree canopy place.

After all this, we fly back to Johannesburg and then take the 6:00pm flight back to Washington. We land in Washington around 6:00am. We then have a three hour layover, leaving at 8:15am before flying up to Toronto. We land around 9:45am. But we still have to go through customs and such.

I'm pretty sure that both my brother and I will be attending school the next day on the account that we're missing both registration and the first two days of school for this trip.

We do not have much access to computers/internet while there. And when we do, the price of internet is pretty expensive ((at least compared to Canada)). However, I will try and come on every so often. I plan on writing up a brief summary of what has just happened during my vacation. I also hope to include photos… But we shall see how that turns out… I will try though.

 

I shall miss you all!

<33

Hi.

Sorry!
I feel bad.
I haven't been here in forever!
To put it simply... I've been busy.
End of school crunch.
Then exams.
And then I was house hopping with some friends between my pad and theres and then the driving between them. And then people came and stayed and then stayed there.
And then I went to Wonderland. And then everyone left.
And now I'm just enjoying the feeling of going to bed at 2:00am and waking up at 3:00pm.
What a glorious life.
Saturday is Warped Tour.
PUMPED FOR THAT.
I mean. Who wouldn't be.
It's a party.
For sure.
Brittney and I have some wicked plans in our heads for some intense shit. Though I don't see much coming from it.

I have a weird craving for pasta/pesto. And eggs/bacon/toast combination.
But not together.
'Cause that'd be crappy.

I'm being called upon.
SORRY.
I shall post soon again.
With updates.
ON EVERYTHING.
Including JB.
And my writing.

-RawrJamie
<33
Stay Zesty

Sorry. And U-Fest.

HEY GUYS.
Real sorry.
I was busy.
With lots 'o stuff.
Including being sick, again.


Currently... This weekend we are having our town festival on Main Street.
It's a party alright.
I went last night to watch all the drunk people, which was pretty funny.
And then I was there all today. And then I had to come home 'cause I was supposed to go to dinner with my parents, brother and some family friends. But then they decided my brother didn't have to go. And then said I wasn't going either and left us.
That really isn't that bad.
But they left us with
- minimal to no food
- no money
- and no idea on when they will be home.

Isn't that just fabulous?
Argh.

So.. Yeah.
I have more issues at this current moment...
And I have a majorly important GEOGRAPHY project due TUESDAY. And I'm not even half done.
Somebody save me. Please?


As always...
Stay Zesty, Folks.
<33
- RawrJamie

It's amazing what a good song and old photo will do to a person.

 

The old Fall Out Boy.

It's weird. Seeing them now…

And comparing them to before.

And ironically…

As I saw this photo.

Sleeping Sickness by City In Colour.

And maybe it was the lulling of Dallas Green's voice.

Or the lack of sleep on my part.

Or the fact that my ass is numb.

But I got that feeling again…

You know that weird… Heart crushing, mind numbing, back tingling, brain smashing one?

Maybe it's only me… But I can't help it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KHH-DT4gtOg

'Tis song.

 

 

Preis. Tell me I'm not crazy.

I'm thinking it's too little too late.

 

Stay Zesty Folks.

<33

-RawrJamie

Insanity. To A New Level.

Soo… I think I'm going insane.

No joke.

I was helping out at my old school, after school today.

And I come home after… Yadda yadda yadda.

I'm hungry. Haven't eaten much all day. ((As per usual))

So, I grab one of those serving packet things that you can dump into a pan thing, cook and then eat.

And this one looked really good, so I was pretty psyched to eat it.

So, I turned on one of burners. Trying to remember where exactly to turn the dial since it is semi broken. Setting the timer to 8 minutes, I leave to the other room.

The buzzer goes off. I head back into the kitchen to find the food still NOT cooked. Thinking the burner's acting funny, I turn it off. Then turn it back on and to what I hope to be the right setting. Another eight minutes goes by.

Come back, and little progress is made. VERY unusual for this. Normally it's fully cooked by six minutes, and this time the ice wasn't even melted.

Confused, I decide to compare the different knobs to find the right heat. I realize that I've been putting it on low instead of medium. ((Trust me. This particular dial is MESSED.))

Turning it back on, I stand by the stove this time, still turning the timer. Waiting, I grab a book and read in the kitchen.

A few minutes later, and I see no progress. 'This is messed' I think, and turn off the heat. I move the pan to the other large burner placing it on the plate and turning on one of the dials.

Eight minutes pass and I feel happy that I get to eat. Right?

 

Wrong.

The setting is on 2 now. NOT eight. And eight is what I need.

I turn the knob to eight and leave. Continuing reading my book.

Eight minutes later. I come back. The fucking food isn't any better.

What the hell!?

And it is then. And only then that I realize that the pot beside it is currently smoking.

I then realize that I turned on the burner BESIDE the burner I WANTED.

I freak out slightly, grabbing the giant pot away from the red hot burner. Realizing that I'm just burning the food residue on the bottom of it.

I finally, turn the RIGHT knob to the RIGHT degree. Set the time to eight minutes and read staring at the pan.

 

Eight minutes. Food is mine.

Took for fucking ever.

What the hell is wrong with me.

Like... What the fuck!?

 

 

Stay Zesty folks.

And not insane like me.

<33

-RawrJamie

Being Bored Is Bad.

RawrJamie. Ownnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnns.

=]

HAhahhaha. Wooot. This is the shizzzzzzzz.

Ohhyeahhh.

Watching Chain Reaction, This is really fun.

I like this font. It looks cool. And is quiet efficient.

My brother just came home and sat on me. Ass.

AND. He tried to steal my laptop. Bitch.

Connection. CHAIN REACTION.

Sit-ups.

Fergie.

Bikini.

Hotel.

Pickle.

Greyhound.

Handcuffs.

John Travolta.

Dove.

CONGRATULATIONS!.

I know that probably made no sense to you. But… Yeah…

I love you all.

Woot woot.

This is only because I'm bored. And yeah.

Woooooooot.

OOohyeahhhhh. Being
Bored
Is
Bad.

Being
Bored
Is
Bad.

Being
Bored
Is
Bad.

Being
Bored
Is
Bad.

 

I'm uber cool. Love me?

 

-RawrJamie

<33

Keepin'
it
Zesty.
All
night
long!

Moviessssssssssssss.

Wow wow wow.

Damnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

Soo… Too lazy to post second Famine Log. I shall eventually though. The papers are just hiding in my room.

Anywhoreeeeeeeeeeeeee….

I watched Meet The Robinsons today! It's actually a really good movie… Well… It's a cute one. I liked it. But I'm weird.

It's got some funny parts. I died when this dino goes "I've
got
a
big
head,
and
little
arms!
I
get
the
feeling
that
this
isn't
a
very
well
thought
out
plan." Damnnn. Inside joke there. BUT STILL. It got me. My parents thought I was crazy though. Because
I
wouldn't
stop
laughing.

The night before, I watched I Am Legend with four of my buddies. That's also a good movie. Kind of creepy at some points, but still good. I'm good with these types of movies, because I catch on really well. So while people are clueless, I
can
figure
things
out. =]

Uuuhhh… Band
stuff.
So
screwed for it. Like… No joke. Gahhh!

Otherwise things are going okay. I NEED to go buy some CD's. Dying
here. I miss them greatly.

 

Stay
Zesty
folks.

<33

-RawrJamie

Famine Log One

And so it's goes.

7:29pm. Watching Game Show Network. 'Cause it's highly amusing. Some girl just won a trip to Mexico. Lucky. Headache started. Chuck Woolery just walked on screen, he's everywhere nowadays.

7:56pm. Lingo is just ending. Survivor up next. Can't wait. I love it. But, I can't go five minutes without coughing. So... That's a downer. My buddy is doing the Wake-A-Thon at my school, along with my brother. ((I would have joined that, but we had already organized the famine by then.)) Apparently he's spelling things out. Randomly. Which doesn't surprise me. That's him. My parents deserted me. The house is dark. Oh noo...

8:43pm. First roadblock. Father eating dinner. In front of my face. Ah. Now the Mother's at it too. I just keep reminding myself what I'm doing this for. My motto? Sleep lots. Stay busy.

9:49pm. Watching the Food Network is NOT, and I repeat NOT, a good idea. Stupid Oreos. But I'm holding out. Lots of juice. And water. It's the plan. I can do this. Sleep lots. Stay busy. Sleep lots. Stay busy.

10:22pm. Real first craving has sunk in. And it's a bad one. Chocolate. One craving that'll kill me. My solution? Juice. I may hit the hay soon, trying to stick to the first part of my motto. This stage won't be that bad though. It'll be tomorrow after school. Because that's actually when I eat the most amount of food.

10:26pm. Antibiotic pill taken. But note, kitchen is a bad BAD place to be. You never realize it... Until you're actually in there. So many things that can totally ruin everything. I survived, and I'm avoiding the kitchen at all costs now.

10:52pm. I have been half badgered into making scones for my buddies doing the Wake-A-Thon at my school. I only say half badgered, because I kinda half have a craving to make them. Running a risk here. But I feel like being nice. So... Here I go...

11:25pm. Scones made. Will bake them tomorrow morning before school, because they only take like eight minutes. Feel like writing something. Going to now. Then I shall go to bed. If I can update tomorrow... I shall...

12:09am. Last log before I go to bed. Finished writing what I wanted to write. Only one of you will ever find out what it was. But... I'm resisting every urge to eat a piece of chocolate. It's calling my name I tell you. But... It's all good. Four hours in, and I'm not dead. I'm proud.

Off to sleep buds.
I'll try and keep you posted on tomorrow.
Bye!
<33

-RawrJamie

30 Hour Famine

So. I'm incredibly sorry. For saying I was going to update. And then totally leaving. But shit raised. And I had to leave. My head was going to explode.

But I'm back. With something totally new.

So... My friend organized for a few friends and us to do a 30 Hour Famine in support of children living in third world countries, who don't have the large amounts of variety and resources of food that we do, here in North America.

Starting at 7:00pm Thursday night we stop eating, our famine will then stop at 1:00am Saturday morning.

In the past three hours, I have consumed monstrous amounts of food.
Including:
- A bowl of pasta and meatballs
- A banana
- Four waffles
- Eight to ten pieces of thick, fat man bacon ((And I mean... My father must have been not right in the head when he bought it. It's like HEFTY bacon. Kinda scary...))
- Two bowls of cereal
- Assorted cookies
And up to the last minutes of my allowed eating time, a stuffed my face with some lovely salad my mother made me, before they all left. My family that is.

Along with all this. I am currently sick with allergies/sinus stuff. So I'm basically fully medicated as well. So... It'll be interesting.

We are only allowed to consume water and juice. Tomorrow at lunch, my bud whose running this will have white rice if we are dying. ((Though I'm going to try and avoid it because a) I wanna get the full famine effect and b) it'll just make me hungry))

Please, send your support. I would love to hear your opinions on it.
Also, I'm contemplating making a shirt with some slogan on it, so I can wear it to school tomorrow. If you have any idea. Let's hear 'em.

Thanks very much.
I'll probably post with updates at major point in the whole thing.

<33
-RawrJamie

25 minutes in.

Shoeless & Jazz

Yoooo.
So... I'm back.
Lots going on.
In the music department.
And my head is all funky.
For reasons I will explain below.
So, I'm sorry in advance; for anything that may sound weird.
Just my brain is all wobbly and such.

So...
Friday, we had our MusicAlive performance for CONCERT BAND. Which was fun. Mostly.
Some kids were being asses, so our conductor talked to us about that---

Fuck.
Fuck.
Just shoot me.




Drama.
Ahhh.
Can't do this now.
I owe you a post. And soon.
Sorry.

Stay zesty folks. Even if I can't.
♥♥<33

Herloooooo...

So. I'm sorry I've been gone so long.
But I swear. I'll start posting back here a lot more.
School is a pain.
But when is it not.

March Break was uber amounts of fun. Plane rides not included. Every airport hated us. And involved extended amounts of time in each. We made it though. And has a few bumpy moments a long the road. See some HERE. But in general it was very memorable.

School has started. And it hasn't thrilled me. Band is working us hard. We have a festival next week, and three practices. But that's more or less excepted. Jazz Band is also working us me hard. Especially, because I missed the two rehearsals before the last one we had. In the end, I had to learn a new song, and a mini solo in one rehearsal. I managed to pull it off, but it was something else. My friend is all psyched because she gets to play flute for this certain song. And the kids who sit on either side of me are major creeps, but we end up laughing a lot during rehearsals.

We have a concert like thing coming up on the 31st at a local restaurant called Shoeless Joe's. Really psyched about that too, because all jazz ensembles are playing there. It's just one of those feel good events. Should be fun!

Easter weekend is going great. So far I have accomplished nothing. I watched three movies today. Which is an amazing thing to accomplish because I only woke up at 3:00pm. =)

But more or less, I'm just happy to have a few days at home to lounge and do nothing.

Talk to you soon,
Stay zesty,
<33,

-RawrJamie

P.s. Remind me to tell you the Needle story. It'll be something else.

To Review It All

Sooo... Not like many people read this, but I haven't blogged in a while, so I'm going to give you the low down on what's happened recently.

For One: I have dyed my hair. Yet again. Spent a whole 5 hours in a salon. But it was so worth it. Now I have red, blue, and purple streaks. And the base colour is like dark brown (from my old dye jobs)and this new auburn-ish colour (hair dresser suggested) and some more burgundy parts from the old red and all these new colours on top. It's quite something. I feel like a walking palette. So many colours adorning my head. Also, apparently I have a green-ish turquoise-ish streak in there somewhere... I don't know anymore. Just things people have commented about.

Two: I am currently in -drum roll please- FLORIDA. (AKA. The Sunshine State) You won't believe the weather. SO warm. It's amazing. Can be humid, but you kinda have to focus on the silver lining. It's kinda funny though, my friend who I went with has probably showered everyday... It's amusing.

Two Point Five: Plane ride here was something else. My friend and are were scheduled to leave at 10:15am on Wednesday. Sadly though, the night before a GIANT snow storm came and cancelled all flights leaving (and probably coming in) on Wednesday morning. This meant our flight was cancelled and that our connecting flight (Via New York too). So my lovely mother managed to get us a flight later that day at 10:00pm. So, she being the paranoid woman she is made us leave at 5:00pm (Which is FOUR hours ahead.) So... We were waiting sitting there starting at like 6:00pm. Our plane was delayed several time and switched terminals so we ended up leaving at like 12:30am THURSDAY. It was insane, I tell you.

Two Point Seven: Shopping in the U.S. amazes me greatly. Just fantastic. Bought some new stuff, and much to may dismay... My friend managed to get persuade me to buy a SKIRT from HOLLISTER. Which are two thing I NEVER wear or buy. It was something else. And let me say I am ashamed greatly of it... But I have to wear it now because she has told EVERYBODY about it... And I payed my own money for it... Such a shame...

Three: Beatle Bob is now my hero. If you know who he is. You know wha I'm talking about. That man has managed to be one of the biggest, (and in my opinion) and best music fan out there. And he still manages to be himself. He doesn't waiver on other people's opinion on himself, and keeps himself a mystery from everyone else. He has accomplished things I can only dream of. If I every meet him, I want a picture. He is a legend in my book.

But of course
W: News. The are all talking about the election and stuff... Was watching the Disney channel though... My friend loves it... Sometimes a can't help but feel inclined to watch myself.
E: Nothing. Though I did buy a giant ass pack of Mini-Eggs at SUPER Target. It made my day.
L: Nothing... I really need to go get some music... I feel like I have nothing new right now... (Even though I do) I am listening to Explosions In The Sky when I go to sleep now. They really set the mood for sleepy, sleepy time.
D: This. And enjoying the new Blender and AP magazine. You have NO idea how long it took me to find AP. Every store I went to DIDN'T have it. But I finally found it today.
D: Nothing. I was drinking and Amp'd early. Quite enjoyable. I must remind myself to have it more often. Still waiting for the sugar attack to come though...





I so call it. Hollister Head. I feel like a dunce with it... It kinda sucks. All I can think about is 'DUNCE DUNCE DUNCE'. Sad I know... But somethings you'll never get used to...



-sigh-
Imma freak.
Stay Zesty Folks.
-RawrJamie <33

Yaddy Ya Yaww, Sigh

Howdy Do Dahhhhh!

What's going on guys? Uuhh... All.. none of you. xD It's great writing to nobody...
Though you never get much feedback...

Watching: Uuhhh... Apparently Daily Planet, though my attention isn't there at all
Eating: Nothing... Haven't had dinner either... Damn...
Listening: Motion City Soundtrack. They. Are. Life. Go now!~So good.
Drinking: Nothing, though I need hand moisturizer badly. My hand are oh-so dry.
Doing: This, talking to my friend, and trying to stay sane.

Issues, issues, issues. My sleep is thrown out the window by all that is going on right now. I hope it will get better soon. I don't think I can be as grumpy for many more days... -sigh-

I'm a walking danger pit at this point. I think they should just hang a 'warning' sign above my head, and call it quits. I'm surprised I haven't fallen into a sewage pipe as I walk down the streets. Today, I managed to poke my eye with my, not long at all, nails. My eye watered, and was sore, but I figured I had just (as stated) poked my eye. Come home, yada yada yaww, look in the mirror. I cut the skin below my eye. Do you know how painful that is? I can't even touch my eye. It hurts. Like hell.

I hope it gets better, and doesn't do some swelling/bruising/infecting or something... That would suck. And for the record as soon as I say the cut I went and cut my nails... I don't want to do that again. That would just prove I can't control my body. Which I can. I just seem very disjointed these past few days. In these days.

-Keep it zesty folks-
<33

P.s. Go check Panic's new video/song. It'll own you all. I swear, they are geniuses. SO, go check it HERE.

Toronto Tongues & Accusations

I would like to put a disclaimer out there. For all those who cherish and yearn for the wonderfully sour sensation of Warheads. Please, do not, and I repeat, do not; eat more than 3-4.

As I visited with old friends in the lovely, urban Toronto. I figured I would open my pack of 'Extreme Sour Warheads' for the special occasion of saying one of my lifelong friends again. So, opening the package we enjoyed a few. And I was quick to notice my taste buds being very sensitive to the sour, but I brushed it off.

Over the next hour or so I had consumes 5-10 of them. My tongue felt raw and lifeless. My this time it was clocked in at the early hours. So we hit the hay.

Waking up later, I stumbled out the makeshift bed and threw on a sweater and long pajama pants. (Yeah, I don't sleep in a lot of clothes... I just can't. Even though in Canada it likes to freeze.) Skipping breakfast, I wondered why I felt like I was chewing gum. Low and behold my tongue had started shedding. No joke, shedding. You know how weird that is. For your tongue to shed it's on skin. Ughh... Creppy... -shudders-

So this is why I have put out a disclaimer of Warheads.

On the terms of 'Accusations'. In that day... I think I was asked if I was drunk or high at least uuhh... Let me guess... 6 times... Once in the morning when I was uber happy. And then like 5 times at night. By the same person who insisted I was drunk, and slurring my words. Truthfully I was on a sugar high from the Warheads, but my mind was too sugared up to realize until after I got on the phone...

Anywhoo...
Watching: Uuhh... A biography on a person... Not really watching it... But that's what channel my parents left it on...
Eating: Nothing. Though chocolate is in my reach... Just not close enough
Listening: The Hush Sound, Medicine Man, We Intertwined, Momentum, and Wine Red. From their Myspace.
Drinking: Nothing... I want Coke though. Not like cokesniffcoke. Like Coka-Cola Coke... =)
Doing: This, and talking with my buddy buddy about getting together tomorrow.

See you then...
<33

Oohyeah... I was a plane today in 'Garden Galleries'. I'm surprised I didn't get in trouble. I was wearing baskets on my head and such... -shrugs-

Survivor

Ahahhahah!
I am fully aware that it is a random time (1:22am to be exact), but as I was searching through websites and stuff I stumbled across a piece of information that sent me in a whirlwind. Our beloved Sisky Business' (from The Academy Is... ) brother will be joining the upcoming season of Survivor!

I am more than thrilled to be saying (eer... typing) this, because I am a huge Survivor fan. And a huge The Academy Is... fan; and together. It's like heaven. I don't think I laughed harder when I saw him. The resemblance is uncanny. At first, they look nothing a like. But as you stare harder, turning your head in odd direction... You start to see it... It's quite weird. But it just makes the whole thing so much more interesting.!.

For those, that is him above. A school teacher from Illinois, named Jason Siska. Ahahah. I think I'm dying from laughing here. This is too amazing. I can't wait for Survivor 16 to come. It's promising to be AU-MAZING!! Anywhoo... I felt the need to post that. Thanks and all. Talk to you later. Byebye. <33

Exams, and Power

Herloo... Again.
So, did my exams today. That was interesting... French, Music, English. Long day I tell you. But I made it through and not doing that bad. My music teacher says I shouldn't drink coffee because I speak too fast... xD. Oh, for the record... I play Tenor Saxophone. I used to play Alto... But I was asked to switch... I miss Alto though. But Tenor is still amazing... Andwhoo... That's enough of me rambling about that stuff.

And, for all you Google users (and I can see you all, don't try and hide now). For your normal everyday searches instead... Go to Blackle... Which is this place --> This Place. So go. Now! It's a power saving site, so it's good for the environment!

Reminding me of it all... Having some issues with friends... I hope it'll work out though...

Here's some WELDD for you.
Watching: Uuhh... Whatever appears on my TV screen
Eating: Nothing... I was eating stale Hershey Kisses at my friends though...
Listening: Many things... Panic mostly.
Doing: This... And trying to get together with my good friend from my old town.
Drinking: Nothing... Though I want Ginger Ale badly...

Song of the day post: Karma Police by Panic At The Disco (It's the cover of it, which is originally but Radiohead)

Happiness & Suicide

It's weird you know. I have this friend whose in a few grade older than me. And we became good friends, and he's really nice and all. We talked a lot, and he said he was going to ask someone in my grade to go out with him. I was truly happy for them, especially when she accepted. They were both really happy, and I became closer to his girlfriend even though I did know her before. Things worked out well for a while until one day she cut it off with weird excuses. He was crushed. And became extremely depressed that day. He was worried about her because she was also really depressed. He asked me to talk to he, 'cause he couldn't and I did. So here I am, talking to two kids who are horribly depressed talking about suicide and all. It was hard, and weird. I know both these people well and I hated seeing either of them like this. I guess you think I would say next that this is a unhappy ending. But it really isn't. It's quite happy.

A few hard dodging days later. They figured out their differences and are not back together. I feel extremely pleased to see them both happy and healthy again. And I even feel happier. (Which is a hard thing to do when it's exam week.) And as a gleefully exclaimed that to him, he responded in a similar less dramatic way, saying he was happy too. This may seem like a small trivial post, but to me it means a lot. I helped stop my friends from doing something they regret by telling them my own story of suicide and pills. For a few days after their breakup, I was truly scared for the girl... She seemed dead serious about over-dosing. But I know my description/speech helped keep her sane. So it's good in my book.

Kinda random post I know... But yeah... I felt like I needed to get that off my chest... Even though I'm opening this to the web... But that's not the point in the end. Maybe next time. I'll post my most recent iTunes random song choices... That's always fun...

The Beginning

New here... But have been reading them for some time now...
Not entirely sure what to write... But I know something will pop into my imaginative mind of mine.

Oooh! WELLD
Watching: A bla n/c k tv screen
Eating: Nothing... Unfortunately
Listening: The Gorillaz (G-Sides) [Go listen now, they are amazing]
Drinking: Nothing... =(
Doing: This... And nothing...

So anyways... My day has been the furthest from interesting... I woke up at 9:30am and looked at my clock and thought it said 7:30am. I immediately thought I had school but wondered why I felt so rested (normally I wake and feel tired as hell). I kept looking back at my clock confused before it finally clicked in my mind that it was 9:30am and not 7:30am; (Yes, I know I am that smart) and that today is Saturday, not Friday (or any other school day). I flopped back down on my bed and drifted off back to sleep. Next thing, I wake up and it is 3:00pm. I'm confused on how I slept 3 1/2 hours or so without a single interruption but I get up and throw on some pajama pants and a sweater and head downstairs. As I come upon the last step I hear voices. It turns out my brother has some weird friends over working on a project. So, as I am feeling anti-social and clad only in my pajamas I had back upstairs and watch my remaining episodes of TAITV on my iPod (which were quite funny and enjoyable). My mother than comes up the stairs and asks if I'm awake (I know stupid question, but yeah), you can imagine my response of 'Yes' and then she leaves. A while later I go downstairs again only to stand in my living room in an argument with myself over food. Eventually, I just go back upstairs empty handed. I then do some word searches but got bored quickly. Though I did complete a colour blue one, a Marilyn Monroe one, and a spice one. Which led me to call my friend to do something, who promptly turned me down saying she had to cook some shit at home and was busy, which made me sad 'cause I was bored. And so now I am downstairs (again) writing this, because well... You guessed it. I'm bored. Hope this wasn't oh-so boring.

Song of the day: 12d3 by The Gorillaz [The guitar in this is to die for. Go now and listen.]

I hope next time will be more thrilling, though nothing much happens in my life. Well, I do hope to be going to some concerts soon... But anyways...